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[21 Nov 2007|09:45pm] |
if the fast doesnt work i mean...
Breakfast: one egg white ... like 20 cal?
Lunch: one ryvita 31cal
Dinner: noodles which are 100 cal
total calorie intake 151 cals
i will also be going to about a half an hour run and do some sit ups, i dont have time to do anymore! i have so much work :(
i think that is resonable. but i hope i can fast, i just know that once you come off the fast you just PILE it on... it's happened before...
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| getting better? |
[22 Apr 2007|03:23pm] |
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i am not hungry in the slightest. it it 3:20pm and i have had one bowl of cereal. i have been trying to get better and haven't ventured near lj because i wanted it to stop, it's been three weeks i guess since i have. i am so weak, i just stayed the same weight, and now i dont eat for days then i stuff my face. im just so so tired of this. i really hate myself.
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[28 Feb 2007|12:02am] |
OK THATS IT.
i have had enough of staying at the same fucking weight. i am fed up of people crying about my weight because i am a "skeleton" YEAH RIGHT IM FUCKING FATTY OF THE YEAR. i wish people could just stay out of my eating habits. URGH!!!
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[23 Feb 2007|01:35am] |
tomorrows plan. well everyones leaving the house early which is goos, and then my mom wants to go shopping so shes coming home at about 12.30 and we are going out. i can wake up and use the treadmill for about and hour, shower get changed, then when shes home say that i woke up late and just ate porridge. lunch ill say im not that hungry, we'll probably get a drink at starbucks dont really know what to drink thats low cal. dinner i am going round my boyfriends house, ill tell him im not hungry and ill tell my mum im eating there. i really hope this goes to plan, i cannot stand it when people make me eat and its not my choice. xo
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| This Life |
[21 Feb 2007|07:58pm] |
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Fall Out Boy xo |
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I feel so down tonight, i don't really know why, i hate that everyones out enjoying normal things. i am home worrying about something someone might make me eat, and thinking about what excersizes i could try tomorrow. it's so hard.
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